#actual shot of the end of The Avengers
"I don’t want to talk about Panic! At The Disco"
youtuber with 3 subscribers: hey guys ive had a lot of requests to do this video
#can we just take a moment to realize all sam ever wanted was to be free to choose his own life #and yet they won’t even let him control his own being#he loses agency over his mind and body again and again and again #first by demon blood… possession… addiction … being a vessel #all leading up to LITERALLY LOSING ALL OF HIS AGENCY when lucifer takes over #and he spend two and a half fucking seasons trying to recover from the trauma #by losing control over his mind even more #by losing his soul #by literally going mad#and later by avoiding/not being able to deal with it on purpose (see amelia)#and the MOMENT(!!!) he started to become his own person again #the MOMENT he saw possibilities to do it his way #they took it away.. AGAIN#AGAIN something is messing with his body (and mind??) AND IT WONT EVER FUCKING STOP #and thats the story of sam winchester #(wanted: a life.. given: not even a body and mind that were truly his) #tell me how your faves would deal with this and then we’ll talk #i’m not sure if i should cry or celebrate his entire everything #sam winchester #better than you#if you need me you can find me under the table drowning in my tears